I have not much say. My family is falling apart. I dont want to say what happen or whatever but im just trying my best to be okey. Ive been trying to concentrate on work and distract myself but i fail. I keep imagining my father breaking down and i dont bare to see him go through like this. Daddy has gone through too much ever since young. First marriage in his life is ruin and he still suffered after that and when he move on thinking it was all okey,it got worst. I may not go through what my father is going through but i feel the pain. ='( Well i cant say much already.. Its too painful.