Yes i know its been long since i updated. Change blogskin because sick of the old one. Im finally at home for after a few weeks. I have been having a lot of drama for the pass few weeks. But nah.. its normal i guess.. Its more like a routine. Exams are coming and im not studying.. haha.. I will soon. What happen pass few weeks,i don't really want to say... Maybe it happens for the best,maybe it happens because i gave up.. Well i don't know. I don't want to cry anymore... The part that I'm confuse about is that this happen twice. Soo the first that happen wasnt really a lesson for us. I regretted letting go,yes i admit but i think i deserve way better then this. I don;t think im selfish about this because for 2 years i was hoping at LEAST a change in what we had but it stays the same. Look at the bright side. He has no one to ask him where he goes and text to ask where i was. Right? The small little things we always fight about,is no need anymore. I always tell myself like who knows maybe Allah has a better plan for us in the future. Maybe not now sweets but insyallah in the future. I love you still,sad to say... Okey no more emoing and off to do my project..
14 February 2009 <3