Well yes i dont have the time to actually spent my time with studies,learning more on my own religion,spending time with friends and family. I dont why but i feel that whenever i do something nice to anybody,i always get nothing in return. I dont expect one but i just wanted to be treated nicely and that is more than i ask for. Honestly i do judge people in some ways but i never have the intention to hate people because everyone has their disadvantages. I accept that. Imagine when someone straight forward said that he or she hates you,how would you feel right. At some point of time,yes which idiot wont feel mortified and angry. So to satisfy things i kept quiet. Just pretend that whatever she says is a compliment that i dont have to take it to hard. You can say that you dont like me but "hate" is something way different. I bet if that person read this,he or she might think that im being childish or im immature. Why dont you show me some maturity then we'll talk. Let me rephrase this,you may have one kind attitude but I NEVER HAVE EVER SAID I HATE YOU FOR THAT!
Okey,anyway....
I am not absorbing much in school and i am in soo much trouble because i know nothing about networking. Visual Basic and Mathematics is  fine. I just need more practise and ill be fine,inshallah.
Okey PM1 project is almost done,update blog and finish up our scrapbook is all we need to do. Speaking of project i forgot to text my Bimz team mates. Ill text you later.Isa and me are fine. As you know i deleted my tagboard. I dont find it necessary. Isa told me that why should we care with all this rumours if we know that we love each other and that whatever she said proves nothing. Maybe i was being a "a minah". Trying to fight for your bf and act big and stuff is stupid. To whoever,take him if you want. You prove yourself nothing and you are showing people you are desperate for one. Go ahead.
I swear i give up. I believe things in my life happen for a reason and that reason usually comes from you. Start observing your own behavior and correct your mistakes instead of correcting others.
My family is always.. lets say difficult. I have nowhere to turn to. People think its easy for me but i was grown up without.. Okey no,its personal.. Family is fine.. Really..
Im off to sleep now,i hope. Or maybe do some maths before i go to sleep. Goodnight everyone.
Try your best to spend your last few days this week. If not,there is always next week. Make sense? Dont ask me. I also anyhow,haha. ( i made myself smiled )