I told you that i want to update right, well here it is. Lets start from Sunday. I have my Malay dance practice at CC again. This time kak jana join us. Nisa was not there because she had to study for her Os.. I dont really want to say how it goes. Today i went to study with my bestfriend,Matiin. I ask Isa for permission and he agreed so i rush to the Library to meet him. He was alone sitting down doing his DNT. I studied a little. I remember a few important points on Raster and Vector Graphics. See i remember. We got home by train because we want to go home before breakfast and i bought MacDonald because i was craving for it for years. ( maybe just days not years,haha )
I'm getting my phone this week. I'm getting E5. I know its not much of a big deal but i just need a new phone. And mummy is giving my ipod back.. The green one. The one that i had when i was sec3 =) Anyway family is fine but Irfan is sick again. Poor little boy.. Get well soon Irfan.
Isa and I are still the same us. Text or otp once in a while, not really often but im kind of use to it. He is busy with work,project and revision because he have test on Monday next week. Good luck my dearest.
Now i have realize a lot of things that i have thought for days. I have finally put myself a promise that if Isa would ask me for a break up,i would immediately agree because yes the phrase says that " If he comes back to you,it was meant to be then blablabla" What if it happens twice,i dont find that "meant to be"  but i find it as im being used. Pfft. Enough is enough! I give in too much. BUT me and isa now are fine..Nothing much,its just that he loves to hurt me by telling me all the stories when he flirts with another girl or when another girl smiles at him. Pfft. Sometimes i wonder what do girls find so attractive about Isa. Im sorry to say this but i dont find him attractive even though he is my boyfriend. I accepted him not for his looks but for the person he is. And its quite turn out the wrong way but he lead my life to a better path. Thats what i want from a guy. He is someone who shows me what is right and what is wrong and especially knowing how i grew up,he tried to convince me not to repeat my old mistakes in life. I had a hard time and Isa was the one who came to actually be there for me always.. I love you sweetheart thats why i always put every pain away i go through when im with you. I forgive and forget.
Okey i think this is too much. I end my post here..

Muhammad isa always love..=)
Hug and Kisses.