I am seriously confuse in whether you are really loving me like you use to. I dont even know you anymore sometimes. You are really different but that does not matter!!!  I dont know what or why am i saying this. He says "trust me!" but all im saying is "ya right,you will definitely leave again" Sigh...  Just prove it to me once sweetheart,gain my trust again and ill promise everything will be back to its old times... I think... Just believe... I did have a thought of moving on but now i just dont see the point why i should.. Its stupid. .People may say that im desperate.. But honestly im not.. Neither do i think that he is my perfect guy.. There is no such thing as "my mr right!" please... He just made a difference in my life but in ended in a way that many didn't expect it would happen...Okey i think im being emotional again... First day of period!!! This always happen to me.. Seriously... You know what people always say.. Just go with the flow...