Biggest sigh of relief that tomorrow is finally Saturday. Firstly i really wan to apologize to Isa for accusing him that he is meeting other girls again. Its just really hard.. It is never easy to suddenly trust someone who took advantage of your trust towards him especially when it not only happen once... I miss my girlfriends.. Where are you girls? Laughing doesn't feel them same without you... Really.. I still have not laugh my ass off yet with my other friends.. Compare to us girls,we do way crazier things..Not meeting Isa for this whole entire week,most probably.. pfft... Should go over to my dad's house this weekend... And spent time with my Mother.. I start to hate school now.. Nothing is absorbed,learned and understood... Relationship and studies are killing me.. Making me depress and tiring.. Seriously sometimes i just want to say I dont care but deep down i do.. I do care about keeping every relationship as stable as possible and i also care about my studies..I can do it,i know.....