School for today was a waste of our time,i came late and then found out that our maths lesson is canceled. I had no mood after that so i felt like going home straight,so i did. Took bus 31,drop at bedok interchange and off to clementi,saw some friends,ignore cause i really am not in a social mood. Slept the whole afternoon,text boyfriend at 6.22pm. Thought he didn't reply maybe because he have revision class. Called him and maybe he didn't pick cause he still have class and call him at 7.44pm. Didn't pick up maybe because he is going home with "someone" or didn't realize or phone in silent moment or he have religious class on Monday or he is studying.. One of them la,i only know these are the only possible answers or probably he want to avoid me. That is fine with me. Ill try later. Thinking maybe i should search for songs to listen,have nothing to do now... Text people,nah....... =) Ouh ya,know something,me and mum is learning to pray again. Yeah i know,hard to believe but ya and its our own willing to pray again. I think its good for me anyway cause i have nothing to do at home soo i started revising back all the "ayats".. Ayats are sentences whereby you have to say it while you pray. Currently watching Amazing race and typing this really inappropriate post just to take some of my time cause im still thinking negatively why my boyfriend didn't pick up my call so i am distracting myself and acting calm. Be calm and patient. It may hurt but just fight it sometimes it makes you stronger.  hmmm.. let see what else,ouhya,maths trail on Wednesday.. i think we most probably going to play the luge,is it? Or run around again like camp,haha. Got a text from Dian,watching movie tmr. Yay! Okey ill post more later,want to find more songs. have a good life my dear..