School as normal... I got to school late today... Yes laugh here and there. Text boyfriend if he wants to go homw with me and he said No... He and icak needs to go to the hospital due to their grandfather hospitalized. Met him anyway. I was accompanying Syafiq drinking his pepsi and he saw me and i greet him as normally. Went home with Syafiq and listen to ipod the whole journey,walk home,saw Krisha... =) Hug her and she said im skinny,well i dont see any difference. Walk home the same way me and boyfriend always walk home. Now waiting for his text telling me that he is home. I know my boyfriend have training tomorrow and test on Saturday,thats all... Honestly,i did not eat rice as in a meal for 2 WEEKS!! I wish i can but i just cant,idk... I tried swallowing food as in food not snacks but i cnt... Anyway i want to thank my friends for bring there for me. They keep telling me to let go since they see me like this but i just dont want to give up,seriously...='(