I really dont what to say here. Cried every night,praying that everything would turn out alright. Friends think im only making my boyfriend as my priority,guess again. Be in my shoes and you will know how i feel. Dont bother to explain because you dont even want to talk. I have to make the move first right? Fine. Hunny,to you,let me ask you,is it still not enough? or its me? Why? Gosh. Just get well soon since u are sick. I wish you knew why i keep holding on. I forgive and forget cause simply i want you to be in my life and going for another guy would just repeat the situation all over again. Fine;life is like this. Its fair to you people right? okey i understand. At least now mummy and me are in very good terms. For once. Hope things get better as it goes. I don mind being hurt then see someone else hurt because of me. My apologies to all if i ever had.
And please just please,i beg down to my knees sweetheart. Just please.... I just dont know what to say.
p.s simply i hang on its because i love you
p.s.p.s daddy get well soon please... don say those words as if you are ____. please. You will see me grow up,don worry,just cut your smoking habit.