Dearest love,Muhammad Isa,i seriously don know what to say to you . Im trying to makes things right with you but you seem to be .... well idk.... I text you first,i have to make the move first. Hunney all i ask from you is at least text me or call me like you always do. You treat me as if we did break up when you talk to me on Sunday. Im soo frustrated knowing that you behave this way towards me. If you don love me,tell me straight... Well break up... Simple as that. If you love me,do me a favor, stop treating things as if NOTHING happen... You think im okey with you texting girls that way.. If its friends then im fine but seriously wtf are you thinking.?? Where is your promise towards me Isa? Where? All those words and promises are lies now? Soo the person who called you was a girl? Many questions in my head asking why? Why? Why in the first place you want to do such a thing when you said " I always love you not them! " ya i know but with THIS!! What prove are you showing me? Please dont make me chase you,beg for you just to text me! Im like desperate... But i cant help it.. Im worried...Not knowing how was your day kills me... I hate crying while typing this... Im hurt! Very hurt! 2 das before 1 year and this... Its like a hole in my heart... Why are you being soo difficult...???? I didnt even say i want to break up or that i gave up on you,, I DIDNT ISA!!! You text a girl AGAIN!! I kept quiet right????? Am i right?? You expect me to be happy when i saw that is it?? Are you insane? I have no one to talk to properly,most of them said leave you cause im hurting myself but im not giving up..I don want to be weak and just give up and always think that there is a better guy out there? Until when we girls want to say this? Might as well be single forever,don get married.. Cause you know why,we girls like to think that there is always someone better out there... Divorce.get a better husband,break up.get a better boyfriend.. Blablabla... Words wont hold me down but your actions will.... cant believe this is happening to me everytime when some things started to be right. Mummy and i are seriously in good terms now.. What a miracle.. I pray it stays... Now...Ouh gosh...Im going WCP I need to be calm...