Met this dearest bitch! haha.. sorry,i just have to be a little rude nowadays due to menses? i just finish my menses for this month? finish? end? whatever okey.. Anyway,got my result for ite and i am soo.... wtf? I am effing speechless!! Nvm.. i apply again.. I may be going school later but at least i get what i want which makes me feel better.. well actually its not confirm yet but what the heck right... Just now i was cheered up by both farhanah and syamil mirzan.. THANK YOU2!! we chilled and got home after that. Boyfriend has been... not mentioning.. im seriously filled up with non-stop depression and i hate it when it comes one and then another and then another,luckily some of my girls were there for me.. They understand what ive been through and so on. Ouh gosh i miss Nuraini. We always imagine ourselves growing up together but it stop and ended just like that just because of what happen on the past. How i wish i could turn it back to those old days and never started all those shit.. Those fight we had girls,those hurtful moments,those days when we dont actually want to care for each other. Like our problem is our problem. Lets get together again and settle things down aite girls. Why dont you see for yourselves now.. We are not really united like recess times.. You get what i mean.. Well nvm.. No point of saying if nothing is done right.. Being alone seems fine nowadays. Listening to people's advice seems to be a no need now.. Lesson learn.. Me first! i have this problem of putting people first before me.. im signing off.. Im being emotional which is shit! Many hated it but its the only way i can express it..

I want to put my blog private,seems better... =) not sure when though..