This was yesterday night. I went home alone. Decided to go to my mum's place. Now doing nothing except watch tv. Feeling so dizzy today and know something i feel helpless throughout the day. Im falling sick everytime something negative comes up my mind. Need to pull myself together. I don need anybody right now. Seriously i need to stay calm. Just be on my own and shhhhhh.. Be quiet and ill be fine

Ouh ya at work,met new friends..=) Mostly male la but whatever really. I cant do anything about that.They are nice and i told them immediately that im att so i wont ezpect anything from them and the good thing is that they respect me by that. One of them said " Ouh luckily you say that" Then i ask why.. then they just said "nothing zanna" We were talking about where are we going to eat later and asking if we could go home together so thats why i said that.. To avoid any in process upcoming relationship or misunderstandings and getting another unnecessary fight with boyfriend. Ugh! i hate when it happens. Seriously.. " Nak mampos" hahaha.... kiddin... But actually really... I have limits if its talking to guys,even with my bestfriends. Im sorry Matiin for nt replying. We'll chat if you online. Okey? I don want my boyfriend to.... nvm...

To dearest Nurulhuda sorry for not talking to you. Others sorry for not replying. Not in the mood and prepaid low la. Im keeping the rest of my prepaid for other reasons....

Ain is coming bck for my birthday.. Super looking forward.. Weeee.... =)

Okey thats all....