I went out with my dear Nisa today. We went to a cafe at clementi there.. We ate like quite a lot.... We had talks and everything. Had a fun time with her... Treasured! heard my boyfriend had to work again! tsk... i did not know what to say really.. Everyone seems busy. Never mind. Maybe im going for dance lesson tmr. I'm not really sure. Im kind of afraid to go alone.I want to share something with you today. I watch "pregnant and 16" just now and i see all the guys involve are not serious in her gf getting pregnant. They just left her like that. Most of them. The girls have to carry all the burden of taking care of the baby and going to school and also going to work. One thing i learn,yes having a baby is what every women wants because we want to feel how being a mother is like... BUT don think of having one when you know you cant at that point of time. I still remember me and my friends use to talk about wanting to have a child on our own,hahaha... Good times but of course we were not actually serious about it. I realize how much a child can come in between your teenage life.I hope i have a chance to be a mother before the world comes to an end..hahahaha.. lol... Nonsense shit.. I need to think about what im going to work as before talking about getting married and having a child.. Okey if you want to watch this "16 and pregnant" its at MTV,im not sure what time and when..sorry2.. Okey thats all... I dont want to not stop typing and make you people stop reading half way cause its too long...=)