I have not much say. My family is falling apart. I dont want to say what happen or whatever but im just trying my best to be okey. Ive been trying to concentrate on work and distract myself but i fail. I keep imagining my father breaking down and i dont bare to see him go through like this. Daddy has gone through too much ever since young. First marriage in his life is ruin and he still suffered after that and when he move on thinking it was all okey,it got worst. I may not go through what my father is going through but i feel the pain. ='( Well i cant say much already.. Its too painful.

Getting one soon yeah but waiting for ipad 2. No point buying ipad 1,boring... So anyway ive been a good girl... Well im just waiting for my attachment next week..Im not afraid just worried what job im given to do.. I think i might have slight fever for almost 2 days now.. Nak mampus agaknye..hahaha.. kidding.... Soo i wont update much really...Im searching for photos when im young.. I dont where i put already.. I miss school.. Boring sia sit at home.. Im afraid to go out because i will spent ALOT! No joke.. I see something cute,ill grab and buy..Wear i or use it for awhile then put aside... Tebiat! Cant blame me,im a girl.. I like cute stuff..hahaha.. Okey ill update more later? Insyallah..

Start every activity with Bismillah and Insyallah it'll go smoothly